Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Digging holes while my hole gets deeper.

Sometimes life sucks.

Every now and then the cosmic forces of 'who knows what' decide to throw it all at you at once.

For a while you probably had it covered. Everything was fine, fantastic even.

And then one day you wake up and everything is falling apart. The world of comfort that you once knew is now laced with anxiety and fear. You're not sure how you're going to make it.

Maybe you got yourself here. Maybe your choices led you here. Maybe it had far more to do with bad luck than bad choices. Maybe it was a combination of the two.

Either way the future is now ominous territory. Dark and forboding. Hope is a dim light in the distance, no longer a guiding beacon.

If you stop and think, you'll probably realize that you've been here before. You've felt what you feel now, and you will probably feel it again. Cycles are a rule of nature. From peaks to valleys and then back to peaks again. Our lives are very much subject to the cycle.

You will make it.

I will make it.

We will make it because we don't have any other choice. We will make it because we were born to survive.

The worst the bad times are, the better the good times will be. Its the hard times that show you who really loves you. Its the tough times that make you stronger.

You will pull yourself out of your hole but you can't do it all it once. Don't let the future overwhelm you. Make the right choices, right now. Start small, but start somewhere. If you really stop to take a look, you'll know what needs to be done.

Have faith in love. Have faith in those that love you. Have faith in yourself.